I just had dinner. This entry obviously dates back from yesterday.

I started the day by giving everyone Mentos and we discussed how we were gonna assemble on the stage. I suggested playing soft music for the audience to settle down, and we just blend in with them. Then the drummer will play a certain beat. That's when we all come out from amongst the audiences and get to the stage. The plan was somehow carried out.

So anyway, halfway through, I found out that my zip was spoiled because my maid iron it. Damn. Immediately, I took a cab back and changed into another pair of pants. Cab fare cost $19.20. =_+

Daddy fetch me back to Simei and when I reached, they were already done rehearsing and they were having dinner.

I sat with Yvonne, Aifa & her friend, as well as Dennis. Yvonne is uber fussy. Haha. She opened up the packet and saw chicken breast meat and she immediately changed it. Dots. I don't know how girls notice such things, perhaps this kind of talent flows in their blood.

Done with dinner, we went to dress up, I spiked my hair and tied my tie. Soefian forbid me to wear the pink tie that Xin Ni got for me, because.. it was pink. =.="

So I had to wear his tie instead but I chose to wore Dennis' one for the first half, before changing to Soefian's tie for the second half of the concert. When everything was ready and done, I went out of the concert hall and hung out with my supporters/friends, for, this was part of the plan.

I entered the hall with Sharon, Priscilla (Ng) and her junior. Sorry I forgot your name again. T.T
Then I pretended to give the usherer and Mr Lim my tickets while winking at them to make it a little more real. So Priscilla thought I was really not performing. They sat at the first row then Alice, Florence & company all came. So I went to chill with them then Fiona & Priscilla (Poon) all came too. And eventually bits and bits of my friends entered the hall, so I had to entertain all of them.

While performing, I was kind of shocked cos there were scores that I never saw before and it was my first time playing it on stage. I sweat in anxiety and my heart pounded like mad. I still managed the scores though and intermission (half-time) soon come. That was when I received all the flowers.

It was so sweet of them! Radin, Yvonne and Ashika was like so jealous cos I received the most flowers and all wanted my flowers. Hah! No way! Lalala~

Fauzie, Edmund & Jian Xun came for my concert. I was super duper uber happy. Because Fazuie & Jian Xun were very important people to me, Edmund too. Fauzie was the one that invited me to join Military Band. Edmund was the one who guided and sort of protected me whenever we went out cos I was still small then. And last of all, Jian Xun was my first section leader. He was the one that was there to help me out with my 2005 SYF. Jian Xun was also the one who guided and taught me how to play my trumpet well. In addition, he was the one who taught me to respect all Band Majors no matter how lousy their attitude were, because of one reason. They earned it.

After the concert, I had to help the band clear the stage and couldn't accompany all my different groups of friends. Then one by one left. I wanted have dinner with Fiona & Priscilla (Poon) but my Alice, Florence & Ismail were rushing me to Bedok Simpang for supper. Then there was also Sharon & Priscilla (Ng) who wanted to bring me to terminal 3.

I couldn't accompany everyone. Sorry guys & girls!

Priscilla (Ng) put make-up on my face, mascara and all. I thought they only wanted to make my eyes look bigger and cover up my eye bags cos I was wearing lenses. Instead, I had female eyes.

I had to cover my eyes in shame. Lol. I helped Yvonne with the last stack of chairs. We had to walk through a weird tunnel that was totally dark and we lost our way. What made it even more eerie were the green exit signs found all over. Darkness totally enveloped us and the way seemed so far. We eventually found the lift and brought the chairs back to the band room.

Then I brought Priscilla (Ng) & Sharon to the band room cos they need the girls toilet and Yvonne helped me to remove my 'make-up', then Sharon & Priscilla (Ng) entered the dance room too. So malu! T.T

Done with that, I thanked Yvonne and left with Sharon & Priscilla (Ng) for terminal 3. Yvonne really like Chloe jie jie. Haha.

While walking to Eastpoint, Sharon and I held hands then found out that Priscilla (Ng) was taking video/pictures of us. =.="

We bought fries and drinks at LJS and took a train to terminal 3. It was my first time at budget terminal. And the ambience was really nice.

We soon left the terminal but there were no more trains, so we took a cab and sent Priscilla (Ng) to Eunos mrt, then went to East Coast Park. Taxi fare only $19.40, really cheap, considering the midnight charges and $5 extra charge from Changi Airport.

We dropped off at the west side of east coast park and walked all the way to the east side. At central, we headed for Macdonalds where I had my dinner and we walked eastwards towards a tiny-like pier. Sharon and I sat at the bench there, held hands, chatted and just listened to mp3. The stars kept appearing and disappearing, but still, it felt nice to just sit there and look at them. Approximately 4am, we headed back to Macdonalds for breakfast. There, I saw Peter and he was drawing. How cool!

Done with breakfast, Sharon brought me to the 'break' and we just sat there. I eventually fell asleep, holding her hands to my chest. We were anticipating the Sun rising, and after 40 minutes, found out that we were staring in the wrong direction. *faint*

The night soon became warm when day broke and the Sun rosed. We left ECP at 7am and I took bus 40 with Sharon. We had to walk through this building to our designated bus stop. Inside the building, it was really dark. Only 1 lamp of light per corridor. So I held her hands all the way to the exit. Sound as if we're in a drama? A little. Ha.

On the bus, we held hands again all the way till Macpherson Secondary School where I alighted so as to take another bus to Ang Mo Kio and pass Yue Mei her present.

I walked to her condo then saw her with a cap. First time see her wear cap! Cool. I was about to remove it, but she squealed, saying that no one is suppose to see her ugly hair, early in the morning. Haha. Anyway, she waited for my cab with me, sweet huh?

When I reached home, I chatted with Priscilla (Ng) till 11am+ then went to sleep because I really could not take it. Two days without sleep. Gee. I'm tired. Gonna nap again now.

Taggy Replies:

Zi Hui - Who're you? -.=

Adriana (meimei) - Hor! Show temper! Pimples all pop out liao!

Fiona (meimei) - Really? Aww.. that's so sweet! (:

Fiona (meimei) - Am I really that blur? =.-

Chiu Yen - I just know! Bleahs. *pull Yen Yen's tongue* lalala~

Miao Ling (mama) - Its okay, Fiona will be present. xD

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Practice was really fun today. Our lunch was Macdonalds, provided by Mr Lim. And fortunately too, cos I was left with only $5; - the result of continuous splurging.

After lunch, the guys headed for their Mosque and I accompanied Yvonne to get her present. Immediately after she alighted from the bus, her slippers gave way and she had to 'limp' all the way. I had to like watch out for her incase she lost her balance. =.="

We walked quite a bit before finally settling for a pair of slippers at a Pasar Malam. Don't ask me why it operates in the day. Perhaps it changed to 'Pasar Pagi' or 24-hours Pasar. Lol.

77th-Street was the next stop where Yvonne bought a cool 'wing' pin for her company's Christmas party, exchange gifts program. It looked really classic and silvery. Nice!

Next, we went back to Malam/Pagi/24-hours Pasar to get a wrapping for her other gift cos she prepared two! Cool huh? xD

When everything was done, we headed back and simply practice. Yvonne is like so blur, a little bit like Chloe jie jie. :P

Apologies for not replying your sms-

Hui Hong - I was outside, so did not notice your sms.

Alice - My phone sot, so I didn't notice your sms.

Priscilla Ng - Sorry that I wasn't there when you were emo, again, I didn't notice my phone because it was sot and I was.. outside. =/

Sharon - Pai seh pai seh. You bad mood but I didn't reply nor answered your calls cos it was too loud at K Box, didn't notice. And sorry, I can't give you a hug. -.-"

Adriana (meimei) - Ahhhhhh.. Dui bu qi bolster!

Taggy Replies:

Fiona (meimei) - Okie okie! *smile*

Adriana (meimei) - Uh? ._>

Chiu Yen - Smile! I knew it. :)

Ying Ying - Evil YOU! *stuff her mouth with chocolates*

Fiona (meimei) - Sorry meimei! Kor bought your presents.. but.. again, kor left my presents behind. This time at K Box. Zzz. Fortunately, my friend is still there, so she'll help me look after. Phew! *winks*

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Gee, I was supposed to blog before 12 midnight but.. I just got home. So anyway, the series of events goes: -

Xin Ni wanted to meet me so we hung out at her house for 'awhile' till it was like around 12pm, then I had to take a cab and rush down kor kor Kevin's house and on the cab, I waited about $3 worth of money for him before he slowly shake his butt and made his way down, and we continued to Hougang mall where I rushed to minitoons to get my post-Christmas presents to make up for the ones that I lost earlier on.

I took a long long long LONG time to choose cos the choices were really limited. When I was finally done, we while away our time in the mrt, watching trains gliding pass cos we were waiting for Hafiz to get ready. We waited for quite some time, before I managed to convince kor kor to just meet Hafiz at Plaza Singapura. So we just went straight there and had a difficult time choosing our place for lunch. We eventually settled for Ichiban Sushi. Kor kor got Udon, which seemed really unappetizing. Well, I go ice-cold Cha Soba and Unagi Cuttlefish set. We naturally ordered our desired drinks and twice, the waitress came back to our table to tell us that our request were not available. I was pissed off, so I ask her what was available and she started mentioning others. I made her go through the list before finally asking her to recommend something good, and in the process of that, I even questioned her about the rest. Lol! She made my day sad, I make her day H-A-R-D.

While waiting for our orders, Kor and I took several dishes of sushi (knowing it wasn't buffet) and my bill came up to a hefty sum of $60. =_= *cry out loud*

Hafiz came and he eyes were like bulging out as he was complaining about the prices. He eventually got up his chopsticks and ate a couple of sushis, with great effort of course, because he wasn't used to using chopsticks.

After the meal, we walked around and we each got a present. Kevin insisted on getting chocolates, which much to my distaste, made me felt like puking; and I'm sure you guys know the reason why. I settled on a cute 'Tigger' from a gift shop. And lucky I got a female present for the exchange event in Bartley Band's party, because most of the members were girls.


Then Priscilla (Ng) wanted to meet me at Dhoby Ghaut. She was uber blur. I stood right behind her and she didn't notice. Ha. Right there, I sold 3 tickets. Woo~

We went to Speedy for dota games. Kevin & Hafiz kept remaking the game cos they were owned. -_-

After dota, we rushed to Serangoon Macdonalds to meet Afifah and Aik How, and passed them my tickets then immediately took a bus to Carina's grandmother house for the BBQ and there, I played UNO, which bored me by the 3rd round. Then I settled for DS Lite and my music.

Around 9pm, everybody left and Mr Goh told me to clean up and pass the things to Carina on one of the band days. Kevin and Hafiz helped, but they were grumbling throughout about band members leaving everything to alumnis. Oh well.. just chill and smile! (:

After BBQ, Kevin & Hafiz went home. Oh... boring.

I went to Cineleisure with Chloe jie, Alice, Florence & Regina; not for movie, but for K Box. Regina is like wooo~ super pro. She sang all the high high songs and Florence was like on pills or what. She was so high throughout the session, screamming her lungs out and alarming every single worker outside.

About 2am+ it was some buffet session thingy by K Box, so we went out to grab tons of sushi and junk foods then continued singing. I spammed songs by Jay Chou, Nicholas Tze & Angela Chang, and skipped most of Florence's songs, leaving her in a mad frenzy.

The last song I sung was Yin Se De Chi Pang [Silver Wings] by Angela Chang, before taking a cab home with Chloe jie. She's sent me home first, how sweet!

And here I am, done with my series of events. Got to get ready for work now. =_= No rest! *wail loudly*

Taggy Replies:

Chiu Yen - My friends thought you were my new girlfriend, but we won't be together de. Haha. You and your jokes. ._>

Chiu Yen - My ex jealous. My life weird meh? =.-

Li Ting - Where got people jio? Anyhow anyhow. =_+

Aqidah - Same goes to you! (:

Anna - Blessed Christmas! ^-^

Chiu Yen - Definitely! :x

Adriana (meimei) - Hmm? Mei mei know its who meh? -.=

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Wow. 118 Christmas greetings and 45 Christmas presents. Cool! Thanks everyone! You guys really rock my socks!~

I appreciate all the gifts I've received, whether it be small or big. But wait! If you're about to give me a gift, please please PLEASE do not get me chocolates. Wanna know why I am so against chocolates? Check out the different brands of chocolates I received: -

-Bissinger
-Cadbury
-Chocz
-Fair Trade
-Ferrero Rocher
-Galaxy
-Godiva
-Green and Black's
-Haigs
-Hawaiian Host
-Hershey
-Kinder Bueno
-Lake Champlain
-Le Chocolat de H
-Leonidas
-Lindt Lindor
-Merci
-Milky Way
-Minstrels
-M&M
-Neuhaus
-Newman Organics
-Passion
-Patchi
-Ripples
-Ritter Sport
-Three Musketeers
-Teuscher
-Toblerone

29 different brand of chocolates. 41 packets/boxes of chocolates in total. I've got chocolates from Switzerland, Japan & Belgian. My favourite chocolate is Godiva. The exquisite taste and unbelievably smooth texture of the praline, coupled with the sharp flavour of cocoa beans seemed to infiltrate every fibre of my being everytime it was placed on the tip of my tongue. Second in line was Merci, because it has a wide range of flavours from nougat to praline to hazelnut and still many many more flavours.

There were also some that included wine and almond flavours, which were simply not my taste. Sorry!

Some of the more expensive chocolates such as Godiva, Green and Black's, Lake Champlain Bissinger really seperates itself from the more common ones. But.. guys, don't go to the extend of importing chocolates or spending huge bucks on them. Its like... WOAH! SO EXPENSIVE!

No matter what it is, the thought matters, not the amount or quantity. Anyway, thanks a lot! Hope I don't fall sick soon. Chocolates galore!

Other food presents that I got are, 1 log cake, 1 bottle of jelly beans which is already empty by now *burp*, and 2 boxes of self-made Christmas cookies by Xin Ni. Gee.. Thanks! :p

And so, that concludes all my Christmas gifts this week. 45 presents, all of which are food stuffs. Gosh, I should start a shop eh?

My day was spent with my aunts and cousins. Woke up really early and followed them to church but my mood was since the start of the day cos my aunts and mother bickered. Somehow, because of that incident, I remained in my bad mood for the remainder of the day. I simply could not stand them. Oh heck. I should have just went to Yi Jing's church or something. Sometimes their bickering is really childish and unneeded. Guess I'll just stop following them to church.

Christmas this year, was totally lousy because of my aunt. How I wish I hung out with my friends instead of wasting time with them. Never mind that for now. Before I end today's entry, I would like to wish Jesus Christ a Happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Woo~ *clap clap*

Taggy Replies:

Adriana (meimei) - *big grin*

Hamster (meimei) - Work at which store, what level? Maybe 26th go find you. :D

Chiu Yen - Huh! No wonder everyone keep asking me about the new girl. I just saw your tag nia. =_=

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I didn't eat the entire day.

This morning one George called and threatened Cheery, then mummy answered his second call. The third time he called, I told him to get his ass down. He did came down and he kept hurling verbal insults and pointing his finger at my mother in a violent manner. I sat there and stare at his fucking face. I was waiting for him to take one move and I'll smash his bloody head apart. That bastard kept threatening us, claiming that he is some loan shark and is a member of the black society. This is like the 21st century already. Wtf. Talk about being a gangster, my dad is a much better one. He thought that being older, he could control the situation simply with his violent actions and words. Moreover he kept banging his knuckles on my table. I got so pissed off, I stood up and told him to sit. George and his girlfriend, Peggy thought that I was being kind and said 'no need'. I shouted at them to sit if they wanna settle, otherwise just fight if they're looking for trouble. Moments later, the police came in and they softened down. What a fucking retarded pimp. Before that he was proudly proclaiming that he everyday beat when collecting bad debts and that he had many drug addicts under his control. My mother just gave his name card to the police and his face turn pale. Useless freak. You got to have the quality to act fierce, not chicken out when the cops come.

After everything was settled, I blasted Christmas songs sung by Hillary Duff and Alvin & The Chipmunks then left the office early cos it was Christmas eve.

On my way home, I bought 2 boxes of contact lens. Amethyst & Grey colour. Cool huh? I thought of getting blue and green as well. Then I'll wear one eyes blue, one eyes green. Radical!

Hah. I just got home, and someone whined none stop. Yesterday she was jealous of Adriana (meimei). Today she jealous of Chiu Yen.

Yesterday she buay song me. Today suddenly so sweet to me. Hmm.. *confused*

And gosh, my back and left shoulders hurt like mad. Simply could not stand it. Fortunately my right feet is no longer limping now. Gee. Night time! (:

I figured out that I'm really blur when it comes to things about relationship. Don't drop me any hints. Just tell me straight in my face.

I have no idea how nor when this happened. All I know is that, I injured my back and it hurts a great deal.

I'm in a real bad mood now and you're giving me the attitude. Great. Nice time to throw salt in my wound.

Taggy Replies:

Adriana (meimei) - *Huggies* =]

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I just realized that my blog reached 183000 (one hundred and eighty three thousand) hits. Cool! But I also noticed that my amount of readers has decreased.

Let's talk about my day.

I woke up and had some light breakfast with my mother and my maid. Then I changed clothes, styled my hair and went to Junction 8 to find Sarah. Halfway through meet Fiona (meimei) and she accompanied me to Best Denki to get my new earpiece. I spent a long time deciding on the kind of earpiece to buy. Eileen came along and I had yet to make up my mind. I eventually bought Audio Tech and paid up. Then I accompanied them to minitoons but halfway through, I thought about some sad stuffs so I just left them, didn't wanna spoil everybody's mood.

After that I went back to find Sarah to chat and try out my new earpiece. It was a huge disappointment. $31 gone just like that. And the earpiece wasn't even good.

Well.. I bought another earpiece at Northpoint, Harvey Norman for I don't know how much. But at least, I thought it looked nicer than the former one that I bought. So happily, I hopped back home. Hah. Not hop but took a bus.

Back home, I tested out the new earpiece. It was the clip-on kind so it felt kinda weird.

When I got on msn, I was flooded. Chatted with Lydia, Gwen, Soefian, Adriana, Hakayumi, Kevin, Hui Ler, Dion, Eugena, Ying Ying, Xin Ni and Priscilla Kok. Then I couldn't attend to everyone.

Priscilla was mad at me cos I didn't accept her new msn e-mail. Then now she's ignoring me. Dots.

Tomorrow is Christmas eve and I have to work. OMG. *sob*
I'm so sad. Good night all. *hide under the bed*

Taggy Replies:

Chiu Yen - I didn't spam! You told me to tag.. Oh well.. ):

Ally - I'm working at Orchid Holidays Pte Ltd. And no, we're not hiring anymore people which means no more vacancy.

Adriana (meimei) - Yup! Mine! :D *hugs bolster*

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Lonely I'm Mr Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my players out there ya know got that one good girl who's always been there like ya
Know took all the bullshit then one day she can't take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreaming, for her I was
Feenin, so I had to take a little ride, back tracking over these few years, tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad, cause
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashing

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Can't believe I had a girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put you through you still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke your heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cause without you in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't never met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you
Cause ain't nowhere in the club I'd rather be, ain't no-one in the club I'd rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Never thought that I'd be alone, I didn't think you'd be gone this long, I just want you to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished I'd ever
Hurt my baby, and it's driving me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
For my own (to call my own) girl

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely
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That's right. I'm so lonely.
I lost a girl and today, I went shopping alone.

Woke up early and went to Northpoint to buy Yue Mei's present, but the Christmas Pooh was out of stock, so I got the normal one. With Pooh as my new company, I made my way down to Somerset, Orchard Emerald and tried out window shopping. I wonder how people get fascinated just by staring at things. Adrenaline swept through my veins and I felt this strong urge to splurge. So I went to Centrepoint, Robinsons and bought a silver Nike bag, coupled with red designs. Also bought 2 Llyod Attree & Smith tie as well as 1 Pierre Cardin & 1 Valentino tie; - bright pink, pure orange & pure purple as well as one dark stripped purple tie. I preferred Valentino. There was this pair of black Nike ankle socks that caught my attention so I bought it too.


Today's expenditure:

Silver Nike Bag - $83
Llyod Attree & Smith Tie - $12.90 x 02 = $25.80
Pierre Cardin Tie - $45
Valentino Tie - $79
Total = $262.70

I was still not satisfied after splurging so I walked around a few more times but nothing caught my fancy. Then I took a train to band practice. I wanted to meet Adriana (meimei) but she couldn't come out, so I took bus 31 to Simei ITE for band practice. And it was there, that I left my precious purchases. I'm such a muddle head. But fortunately, I still had my Nike bag and 2 of my ties, because the bag was uber huge, so I noticed it. Bye bye Pooh. It was in my company for less than a day. ):

I left band early, cos today was 'Dong Zi' and daddy insisted that I reach home early. It was a nice surprise to see Cheery, Wei Wei and Marilyn at my house and we had a sumptuous dinner cooked by papa. :D

After dinner one of the customers was troubling my mother so daddy sent Wei Wei & Cheery back to office to settle it but his van couldn't start. It seemed that the alternator and battery was giving faults. We pushed his van with all our efforts, but still it could not work, Then one malay guy helped daddy with the van and it finally started. Tiring job. And under the rain too. Gee.

Tomorrow is my slack day. Naptime! *yawns*

I'm itching to get a pair of bluetooth earpiece. Anyone knows any neck strap bluetooth earpiece below $150? Recommend me!

Taggy Replies:

Adriana (meimei) - *Hug bolster to sleep* Mine! =]

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Lee Chun came to my office to pass me my Christmas present and she bought for me one super duper big and humongous box of Italian cream pies. There were almond, lemond, vanilla, chocolate, strawberry and one more.. but I don't know the flavour. It seemed like something made from the toilet bowl. Haha! I ate 2 and burped almost immediately for they were simply too big. Moreover, there were 6! How could I possibly finish it all? Gee.. those pies were tasty though. *yum*

We drove to Novena Square and had dinner there but I ate nothing much, only shared 2 yong tau foo with Marilyn. Then Junnie was like screwing her face cos there were blood on her chicken wings. -.-

After dinner, we went to Trinity for the concert and it was totally, radically, indescribably but.. seriously cool! The show started with a mime dance which really got the crowd going. After the performance, we sent Lee Chun home (Bedok Reservoir) then went to Khatib for light supper but Junnie wasn't feeling well so her face looked kind of down. And Doreen kept trying to feed her. Lol.

Done with supper, we went to SPC and then home sweet home. Naturally I went to bathe first then gobbled down 2 packets of Korean seaweed that I bought earlier. It tasted more like Kimchi.

The concert was really, wooooo! I was totally enthralled by their gimmicks. Hah. Naptime now, night all.

I limped very badly today. Every step felt like needles piercing through my feet. Even still, I walked to Whampoa with the rest for breakfast.

My mp3 became the source of entertainment for the entire office. Cheery and I were sharing it through my earpiece but I connected to a pair speakers after awhile so that the rest can hear too. And we placed it right beside Cheery because she insisted insistently.

Hope the pain will subside soon.

Good night everyone.

I got ran over.

A van went over my feet and I was caught with shock. As the reality sank it, so did the piercing twinge. I felt an immensely excruciating pain, as though my skin was on the verge of tearing. Naturally, I tried to pull my feet out, but that only made it worst. My reaction was a huge mistake as it inflicted on me, searing pain beyond my level of tolerance. I was rendered helpless at that instance and my face contorted in concentrated agony. Just that memory alone, is suffice to make my spine tingle in fear. It is indeed an horrific and to some extend, gruesome experience.

Li Ting is fine now. There's no longer the "Derrick's life will still go one without me. But my life will end without him."

Now I'm relieved. Haha.

Hakayumi called me yesterday to chat. But I was on the phone with Sarah, so Hakayumi hung up. But later when I called her back, she said she didn't want to chat.

Then even later, she said that she was emo and claimed that life sucks, so she just wanna be alone.

I don't know how you're feeling, but I hope you're okay. Smile all right? =]

Taggy Replies:

Adriana (meimei) - I want my bolster bolster bolster!

Anna - *scratch head*

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I went to bought a new bicycle and Wei Wei tagged along. His friend decided to come along too, so after we bought my bicycle, his friend brought us to another shop to shortern the seat as well as to install mud caps for his own bike. That uncle there helped to 'cut' my seat and claimed that there weren't any stock for mud caps. So he collected $50 from my friend and went to his 'main stall' to bring in more stock. We waited for quite some time before the real owner came back. That was when we found out that Wei Wei's friend got scammed.

WTF. I was so mad I wanted to smash that bastard's skull. In the end, we couldn't locate him and went to made a police report instead. Halfway through we had to leave, so Wei Wei and I went back to office.



This morning Wei Wei and I cycled to Whampoa to buy some bicycle locks and other miscellaneous stuffs. He helped my mother to buy her 4D and I waited outside. While waiting, this uncle approached me and gave me an Ang Bao. I rejected it but he insisted nevertheless. Even then, I still rejected it. Lucky I did, cos later, I found out that he was expecting $2 for that dumb empty red packet. Actually his method is pretty ethical huh? Standing outside of a betting den, wishing people prosperity by giving them an 'Ang Bao', then claiming $2 from them. Lol.
It didn't work on me though cos I don't like Ang Bao and simply detest Chinese New Year or anything to do with it.

After that, we went to find Lee Chun to collect my Genting vouchers. Cycled from Balestier to Beach Road and we were practically speeding all the way, running on car lanes as well as well as dashing past red lights. A few times, we almost got killed. After that we cycled to Sim Lim Square to find my bluetooth earpiece but it was no longer available. The remaining ones costed about $200? I even saw earpieces that cost as much as $500. What the heck. Who would spend that kind of money? I'd rather just copy or burn my music files at the 320bitrate [the highest quality] than to throw $500 on a pair of headphones/earpieces.

After browsing for sometimes, I decided to just went back to office. And so we sped all the way back again, trying our best not to die during the journey. Lol. We were like taking paths that motorcycles took; cycling in the middle of car lanes. Naturally we got honked at for a couple of times. But.. who cares? *stick out tongue at driver*

Done with everything, we had steam boat at a China restaurant. Bill paid by Wei Wei. Thanks a million! :D

To my readers:
I'm sad as well as tired.
So I may not blog at times at all.
I will do my best to blog daily.
Don't sms or call me about my blog entries.
Thanks.

To her:
I'm sorry for neglecting you.
I hope that you'll be able to stay happy.
I know I shouldn't be saying this, but I broke your heart by accident, not on purpose.
Please forgive me.
I wish that one day, I'll be able to make you smile.

Taggy Replies:

Gal - Okie dokie. =]

Lydia - Relinking now.

Jia Yi - *piak piak*

Adriana (meimei) - *baobao* =]

Hamster (meimei) - If want tickets, faster confirm. Almost sold out liao.

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Apologies. Here are the entries: -


I waited at AMK Hub for Chloe. While waiting, I saw Joyce so she waited with me. When Chloe reached, we went to scout for Florence's cake, skimping through every single confectionary available. After awhile, we decided to go to Junction 8 instead, and there again, we scouted. I found lots of cakes that looked really radical. I saw one log-Christmas cake at Crystal Jade that was so so SO cool! Unfortunately, Chloe was complaining that the prices were steep (we were sharing the cost). So we settled for a bread talk cake instead.

From there, we went to Republic Polytechnic and passed Alice the cake. We then went for a meal and explored her school and I left for band practice after awhile.

PS: Sorry Florence, for not being able to celebrate with you. I was busy at 12 midnight. =[


I woke up early in the morning to attend church with Junnie, Suzan, Doreen & Mary. They are so noisy. At Trinity Church, I saw this mime couple. They were so cute. One held on to a bow & arrow while the other held on to an angelic heart. And they didn't move at all, not even an inch. That couple really resembled a real statue.

After service, I saw them again but they changed pose. Hah. The arrow pointed at us instead, making many people felt as if they were on the verge of being shot. Really cool.

From there, we made our way to Toa Payoh for breakfast. We ordered many food, nasi lemak, kway chap, ban mian, mee pok, you cha kuai, cuttlefish curry rice, yam cake and many more. I could barely eat, so Suzan, Mary & Doreen gulped the remainder all down their stomach.

Done with breakfast, it was a trip to the beautician, which made me feel really left out, then to Thomson. We moved on to Northpoint to shop at John Little and Junnie picked a pouch that was meant for both my handphone and mp3. I bought a top and the shopping spree amounted to $208? Bomb!

I'm broke I'm broke! *search wallet*

Wait! We're not done yet. We went to a gift shop and shopped again. I didn't buy anything and Mary insisted on buying me something. =.=

Just when I thought we were done and ready to head back home, they decided to camp at Delifrance. Mary got me hot chocolate and Suzan kept stuffing me with food. *burp*

After the meal, we were officially done and ready to head home. Thank god.

Taggy Replies:

Adriana (meimei) - *baobao*

Li Ting - I don't believe you.

Li Ting - Sorry that I neglected you.

Mike - You smelly bangala. The msn don't like you la.

Ying Ying - Never mind.

Rachel - Your link is partially wrong.

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I couldn't slept at all. Somehow I just felt so guilty for neglecting Li Ting. I know that she is really mad at me and I wish there was something I could do. Anything at all, to make her feel better. Till this day, I've never even managed to make her smile at all. Somehow everything seems to be falling apart because of one simple decision.

Yesterday night I was at a total loss. Rang up everyone on my list that I knew didn't had work. But most weren't available and many did not help at all. Jie jie Sarah said she'd call back but she didn't. Hakayumi cried halfway and left me there midway. Sharon & Priscilla were talking about their periods that had not come for almost 2 months.

I tried to sleep but I couldn't. Li Ting's voice kept playing in my mind and that made me feel so guilty for neglecting her.

I started my day at Mustafa, searching for my Samsung YP - T10 mp3 and they didn't import the purple one. So I hung out around then went back to office for work. Maryfe took the $75 to apply for the aptitude test required for S-pass holders then disappeared. What a jerk. I almost felt like firing her. She's so fucking unappreciative.

Close to noon, I took a cab with mummy and Wei Wei to Bugis and from there, Wei Wei and I walked to Funan Mall. It took approximately 10 minutes cos we were close to running. And there, I looked for the highest rate available for Malaysian Ringgit. The highest was only 2.305 and we were changing SGD$2500 to ringgit. Damn. My other money changer offered me 2.307 but he was too far. And the rest only offered 2.26 per dollar. Anyway its not much unless you buy the Malaysian dollar in bulks, so I just made do with it. Next, I scouted all 5 levels of Funan Mall for my mp3. Most of the stalls didn't have the colour I wanted and many more did not have stock at all cos it is a new model.

So I searched for 3-ring files, the ink for Oki printer, Samsung YP - T10 mp3, as well as information for a suitable laser printer cos I need a new one for the office. Sadly, the search was disappointing and futile. After searching high and low, I only got the ring file and took a train back to Bugis cos Wei Wei couldn't walk anymore. From there, we went to Sim Lim and I immediately settled for the 2nd shop I saw cos they were the cheapest by far. I bargained a little and eventually settled for $205 for the mp3 and $25 for the charger, which originally costed $48. Lol. There flew my $230 but I still felt it was worth it.

With the new Samsung YP - T10 as my new asset, I happily scouted around a better quality earpiece. Those rubber earpiece that can totally block out external sound. I searched high and low and saw that the price ranges from $40 to $70. And the one I liked cost $70.

Unsatisfied, I actually went to look for a rubber - wireless earpiece. To my delight and horror, I found it at a sony shop. The price was $95. And I only had $300 left. *scream out loud*
There's not enough for my crumpler back and the Robinson tie I set my eyes on.

Right now I'm still deciding if I should get the bag or the wireless earpiece. The tie can wait, I have around $400 Robinson Shopping Vouchers. Hmm.. enticing products, mind-boggling decision.

Anyone willing to tell me what I should get first? Just tell me if I should get The Complete Seed (crumpler) or my wireless earpiece (sony).

PS: That earpiece is to match my new mp3.

Taggy Replies:

Fiona (meimei) - Relax!! Its not like kor just gave birth to a baby. ._.

Ying Ying - NO! You got fooled! Lalala~

Hamster (meimei) - Then faster get your friends to tag along. =]

Ying Ying - Just like you what. Both lazy lazy. ^_^

Adriana (meimei) - Really don't like kor? -.=

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Apologies to my dear readers. I was too tired to blog yesterday.



I went to collect my new passport. It has a micro chip and antenna encrypted inside, cool! When I got the queue ticket, I almost fainted. It reads "For your info: You have 198 people before you".

'WTF?' That's right, I said that out loud.

Fortunately I had Wei Wei's company, and we made our way down to the cafe to slack around and drank some milo.

Halfway.. Adriana asked.. "Kor how to go Plaza Singapura? I at Peninsular Plaza."

I felt like just replying, "mei mei ah.. you teleport lor, its plaza to plaza so uber easy." But I didn't. *laughs*

Instead, I told her the directions. Cos she's my baobei 'bolster' meimei. Haha. =D

After collection, I went back to work instead. Damn. I really wanted to go Funan Mall to check out a suitable laser printer but didn't have the time.

So that's that for yesterday.

Taggy Replies:

Adriana (meimei) - Friend? *scratch head* We're not friends, we're siblings =/

Ting Ting - Am I really not loved? =.-

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Come my JAZZ concert on 29th December. SMS ME @ 91870856 to purchase tickets; - only $5 each! I'm BOTAK NOW! says (10:07 PM) - [ME]
to be proud, you must have the quality

Come my JAZZ concert on 29th December. SMS ME @ 91870856 to purchase tickets; - only $5 each! I'm BOTAK NOW! says (10:07 PM) - [ME]
right now, your quality not there yet. so you should remain low profile

Justice is blind but the Judge can't be blind. says (10:08 PM) - [OSCAR]
Piano Grade 8 ,Violin Grade 8,Theory Grade 6

Guys, don't ask me why his playing don't seem to have grade 6 standard. I don't know. Lol.

Taggy Replies:

Adriana (meimei) - Friend? *scratch head* We're not friends, we're siblings =/

Ting Ting - Am I really not loved? =.-

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I wonder how is her fever.

Pits Top. Pick's Top. I forgot the name!
Taggy Replies:

Ying Ying - Its not 'someone'. Its your Koala Bear!

Hamster (meimei) - Oh.. you don't really have to stick with your friends.

Gal - Uh? Thanks! I still don't know your name. Are you someone I know? =.-

Adriana (meimei) - Hmmm. Mei mei shh shh! =x

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I woke up at 5am+ cos I wanted to msg aiai, then I went back to sleep. But when I woke up again, later, I found out that the sms was in the 'draft' folder. Dang!~ Then aiai was already having her religious classes. Nevermind that, anyway I hung out with some friends then later went all the way down to Alice house, then saw her sms "Hey derrick. I meet you at suntec? Coz I eating dinner with my mum." Then I had to take another bus all the way back to Ang Mo Kio before going to City Hall. On my way, my senior, Jian Xun, called, "Derrick, I'm at the cinema already, where're you guys?" I replied in "On the way.." Its like I spend so much time trying to meet up with my friends. Gee.

I brought my basketball along cos Alice wanted to borrow it in lieu of her inter-class basketball competition. Carrying that extra ball around is really tiring. I walked had to walk from tower 1 to 5 cos it was raining. Stupid rain. All because of it, we couldn't go ECP and had to settle for some indoor entertainment instead.

While walking, I noticed that my phone wasn't displaying the icon for messages received. It only appeared during screen saver mode, and there wasn't any vibrations at all. In addition, my phone spends most of its time in silent mode so I didn't noticed my incoming messages. I called aiai along even though Alice said don't bring steads but aiai didn't wanna tag. Sad sad.

When I finally reached Eng Wah, Chloe jie said she'd reach only after 4pm. So Alice, Jian Xun and I brain stormed for my lunch venue, and after losing much brain cells, I finally settled for Carl's Junior. I wanted to eat at the Turkish restaurant but it looked like the kind that will make your belt tighten a few centimeters more. Then the remaining ones, Swedish, Thai and Viet, sort of turned me off.

At Carl's Junior, Alice was like screaming for me to go subway. She failed to change my mind, then she changed tactic and persistently told me to order some "dono what" meal cos it was more healthy. I ignored her. Lol. There, I played with Jian Xun's PSP but kept losing to the computer. Dang. I'm totally lousy at action games.

We watched "The Golden Compass". I don't see what's so nice about it. Everyone had been commenting it and all. I hate movies that have a "to be continued" kind of ending. True, that movie has some cool visual effects and scenes but the story isn't really there. It seemed so short and void. I shall not disclose any details of that movie, otherwise it'd spoil everything. But I'll rate it 3stars out of 5. Not that bad and still worth watching, but don't expect too much.

After movie, we went to the arcade behind and chioung the basketball machine, mario racing and daytona. I too long never play liao, but fortunately still won Alice in the last daytona race. And for mario racing, I sabotaged all of them. *evil smile* For basketball, I tagged with Jian Xun and won Alice & Jie. ^_^

I really wish aiai was there with me today. Anyway, Alice brought us to "Pick's Top?" I forgot the name. It was a place for people to eat and play board games. There, we played lots of games. I forgot the names though. I played games like the piggy kind, scrabble, uno tower, animal game, fruit one [like snap] and a mixture of bejeweled and puzzle formation game. They all ate rib eye but I ordered the foot-long fish & chips instead. Although the games aren't really that fun, it was still a good place to hang out with friends.

We left like around 10.30pm and the guy in-charge snapped a picture of us which we pasted on the wall. Then Jian Xun was cam-whoring, but unfortunately for him, I deleted most of the pictures cos everything looked so ugly when he is the photographer. Then I kept using the toy hammer to bash jie jie Chloe's head. Wahaha. She got totally bullied. After everything, we escorted Chloe to Clark Quay's station and the rest of us took mrt home.

Before I forgot, I kept shooting the basketball on empty walls. And at the back of Boat Quay's alley there were shop houses and I shot my ball at one of the signs pasted on the wall. Guess what? It dropped just when I went under it. -.- That 'sign' must be trying to get back at me. It succeeded but will remain on the floor as it is; - its new dwelling. Lol.

Really enjoyed my day, today but it'd be better if aiai was around. Felt kind of empty without her. Dear, keep me updated on your fever all right?

Tata everyone and happy guessing. ,")

Taggy Replies:

Hamster (meimei) - Why no job again?

Adriana (meimei) - You xiang xiang lah! (:

Ying Ying - Yup, souvenirs!

Melisa - I'm kind and really not bad at all. :X

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Filet-O-Fish for brunch! The band was punctual today! And thanks to Rinoa for consolidating all of last year songs.

Soefian, Hafiz, Aifa, Rinoa and I ate at Sakura Thai. Gee the food was simply not there yet. And Soefian was complaining about the price. Hah. Then it was Starbucks for us. I ordered 'Chocolate Cream Chip' but also, Starbucks isn't there yet either. We simply slacked around then I followed Soefian to go buy some adult pampers? Don't ask me why, I don't know and don't want to ask.

Rinoa and Aifa left us and it was just Hafiz & Soefian. Pretty boring today. It seems we're losing Keong cos he's leaving us for Media Corp. Damn. Nothing really interesting today, just an average day.

I'm currently on the phone with Ting Ting so its tata for now. Hope it'd be more interesting tomorrow.

Good night all.

Taggy Replies:

Adriana (meimei) - Hmm.. xiang xiang. :D

Li Ting - Really really? :)

Melisa - Hah! ^_^ lalala~

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I slept in my father's combi this morning! Then I kept having bad dreams. :(
But I managed to close of my first sales, so it wasn't so bad. Happy happy!

Today, there was this china women that shouted at Cheery. WTF. Bloody china bitchy chicken prostitute. She thought that her $15 is the world. That stupid bitch made a mistake and pushes the blame to Cheery. Guess what? The entire company started booking all the seats flying to Shenzhen, Hongkong and Nanjing. We even took up all the budget airlines seats. So when that whore went to elsewhere to book, she couldn't get any seats and had to came back to us. And her tone changed immediately. From fierce and demanding to soft and tender. Too bad for you, bitch. You offended the wrong group of people.

And now, lets welcome Ying Ying & Hakayumi! Finally back to Singapore! Any souvenirs for me? :D

Ting ting, hope you're feeling fine. Rest more okie? =]

Damn. I just realized that Li Ting is warded. She was trying to tell me that she's entering the hospital and I didn't get what she meant. When I smsed her number to check if she is fine, her cousin, replied instead. According to Xiumin, Li Ting ranked her friends from 1 to 5. "1" being the most important and "5", the least important. I ranked 1st on her list.

This is 2 sms I got from Xiumin:

"Li Ting is fine, don't worry. She can't use the phone now cos she's warded. On her phone, it is stated that you're the most important guy in her life and you're ranked first. You must be a raelly nice guy. Sorry for the late reply and rest early. If there's anything you would like to tell her, I'll let her know the moment she wakes up."

"Before Li Ting went for the operation, I was informed specifically not to let a person by the name of 'Derrick' find her at her ward. She also said that she'd meet you again if she find the reason to continue living. According to her, this only hope was lost yesterday. I don't understand her. Really wish she would get well soon, I'm worried sick."

Taggy Replies:

Hamster (meimei) - Did I really sounded fierce? :(

Jia Yi - *piak Mrs Enthu's pigu*

Eunice - Glad to know. =]

Melisa - Thanks.. its okay..

Adriana (meimei) - Naughty bolster!

Fiona (meimei) - Orh. I'm fine.. =]

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Using a great deal of effort, I hoisted myself up from the bed. With a loud yawn and a hard stretch, I woke. Thereby, I struggled to keep myself sober by immersing myself in glacial-like icy cold water. With immense effort, I succeeded.

My parents and I had breakfast at Toa Payoh and there, I saw a girl with that looked like a combination of Kelly & Jasmine. Gee, weird huh? Anyway, I ate Laksa for breakfast. Cool?
It tasted like coconut milk and bread.

The rest of the day is 'boring'. Stopping here now.

Taggy Replies:

Gal - I'm not.. but thanks for your concern. It'd be nice if you put your name. (:

Ying Ying - No.. faster come back from your overseas trip. I'll miss you. :(

Ying Ying - It isn't a waste of time, those are my thoughts and feelings.

Adriana (meimei) - *wrestle meimei to the ground* Get back on the bed!

Melisa - I do? I was utterly disappointed.

Aqidah (mama) - Mmm.. maybe I should do that.

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Hair styling clay feels extraordinary nice on my palms. I love that feeling. But my hair no longer have its length and thickness. I was styling my hair, then I realized that its no longer good. I went to a professional salon to layer my hair. But it'd only look nice if I had the length. Unfortunately, my mother insisted that I shorten it. Thus, I now look like a nerd. "Oh.. great."

Anyway, I styled my hair, so it looked better. But I still couldn't get the kind of style I desired. Enough about that crap. I cabbed down to City Hall only to receive an sms from Sharon; "I'm still at home. Sorry I might be late." And there I was, worrying that I'd be late instead. I cabbed for nothing. Damn.

While waiting, I saw this guy waving fanatically at me, but I didn't really bothered to observe his features. Suddenly, he walked towards me and shouted "Hey Derrick!" Then I realized that it was Justin. He was meeting another girl. And he was so anxious about it because she didn't have any handphone.

And there came along Sharon with her green top. So Sharon and I 'pang seh' Justin and went to Suntec City. While I was with Sharon, I sort of 'electrocuted' her hand again. Whenever both our hands touch, we'd feel 'electricity' and it happened on her wound, bullseye! Oops. Sorry Sharon! We hung out at Carrefour and saw her friend there. I don't know her friend's name! Okok, so I don't usually bother to find out. We then went to the arcade there and I got owned by the game machine titled 'Marvel VS Capcom'. Know why? Because its 'Marvel VS Capcom 2'. Notice the version? I only know how to navigate the 1st version. I changed a few games but eventually we got bored.

So we walked to Funan Mall and camped at Sakae Sushi. Sharon is nuts. She ordered so many plates and she did not finish her soft crab because she felt like puking. And guess what? I ate many plates cos I was famished. She was hungry too, but not to that extend and she was soon full. So.. I was forced to finish her orders instead.

While eating, I saw this waitress that looked so much like Eileen, but it wasn't her. Then Justin called me to join them for pool but I had to accompany Sharon so I didn't went. Sorry Justin!

Sharon drank like several cans of green tea. Then suddenly Priscilla (Ng) came along, and brought with her two other friends. So we all moved to a bigger place and there, Sharon ordered even more. I was like SO full! Couldn't even stomach another plate of rainbow maki and she still continued ordering. We did manage to finish the food eventually, but I didn't contribute much.

So at 6pm, we bid goodbye to Irene and payed the bill, of a hundred over dollars? I don't know how the hell it became so high. After the meal, Priscilla and Sharon told me to join them for pool but I had to visit Li Ting at Singapore General Hospital, so I didn't join them.

If you ask me why I still care; its because I feel the need to do so. But anyway, I went all the way down and couldn't find her there. Guess my trip was wasted. I tried asking, but it was futile. No one could give me an answer. I don't even know what is happening to Li Ting now. Whatever it is, I pray that she's fine.

Apologies to Sharon & Priscilla (Ng). I didn't meant to be so anti-social today. Its just that I got troubled last night and didn't feel like talking, so I simply listen to whatever you guys were chatting about. I hope I didn't looked emo today! I knew I didn't, because my mind was doing its best not to think about yesterday night.

While blogging, I received this sms from Sharon, - "Derrick you still bad mood arh? Don't know why I suddenly feel very scared." So I called her to find out what's wrong. I've only got this to say "I don't know why you felt scared too, and I don't see why you should feel that way. But whatever it is, I'm not Jun Wei, so I won't ask you to see a psychologist. Instead, I'll be there for you when you need a listening ear."

For now, I'll stop here. I'm gonna go check on Mrs Enthu.
Tata everyone-

You said that I let other girls lean on my shoulders, I hug them, I hang out with them. Its true that some girls like me, but that isn't my fault. I can't stop them from liking me. I can't stop them from loving me.

I did indeed let girls lean on my shoulders and I do hang out with girls, but what's so wrong about that? Some of them leaned on my shoulders cos they were feeling down, and some tired. I didn't deliberately went up to them and told them to lean on me. Did you expect me to jerk away and let them fall to the ground? I'm currently not attached so I did no wrong to anybody and I don't have to account to you. Furthermore, it isn't my fault that they called me out. Hey, you and I are NOT steads. STOP trying to act as if you're my girlfriend or whatsoever.

You always wanted me to call you, and at times, you'll suddenly say you aren't in the mood, then you start to show temper. I asked you a simple question and you blew your top off, then you started to push all the blame to me. Think about how I feel. I already did my best to protect your reputation. Its your actions that determines it, not mine. Why do you have to give a damn about what others think?

Stop using all your different tactics to test me. You won't get to know the real me just by doing all those things. I'm not a playboy. I'm not a timer. I don't cheat girl's feelings. If you don't stop thinking that way, then we will never be able to get together. In addition, I hate flirts, so your method won't work on me.

I'm totally disappointed now. I'll probably continue this entry again, but not now.



When you said "Derrick.. don't treat me so heartless, don't hate me."
I was fuming mad. Since when have I ever treated you that way? I've been giving in to you; doing every single thing that you requested me to. YOU DID NOT notice it at all.

I'm not treating you cruelly. I'm just the sort that don't like to venture into people's blog. Why do you insist that I read yours? And then, you insisted that I listen to "Zhuan Shu Tian Shi by Tank". Its like WTF? I don't like that singer! I always give in to you, perhaps you're too used to it.

I pieced your words together and found out that you wanted me to love you, to care for you, to give you my attention. If you want that, just tell me straight. You've really gone to the extreme. And your explanations, they don't make sense.

Trust. Should I continue to place that in you? Contrary, you're instilling fear in me. I don't even know if your words and emotions are real, or fake. Tell me, which of the two justifies you?

Taggy Replies:

Adriana (meimei) - Nevermind luh. <3>

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Anyone wanna follow me to Parco's Starbucks this thursday? :D

Gee.. tomorrow going out with Sharon. Wonder how it'd turn out.

I'm sad, again.

Taggy Replies:

Anna - Yup, I like to. (:

Anna - I'm still single ma, of course put single.

Fiona - Why weird? Is it because of the sudden twist?

Li Ting - Thanks for defending me, but you don't need to. Cos I've never done all those.

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I rushed down to cemta for band practice, but only 1/3 of the band was there. What a total disappointment. The few of us, made our way to Bedok Market for lunch, which I found out later, was actually Bedok Simpang. After lunch, we all ordered milo peng, it cost $1.50 but was really worth it because the entire drink was so thick and well-flavoured.

After band, Soefian, Hafiz, Aifa, Rinoa, Firdaus and me went to QiJi for dinner and ended up at Coffee Bean. I ordered ice-blended pure chocolate and Aifa got a free dono what chocolate large. Lol. *jealous jealous*

Anyway, we chatted, then in the end, I confirmed my suspicions - that Firdaus was here BECAUSE of Aifa. xD

Anyway, we chatted and chatted, then Sharon sms me, and we chatted and chatted, Adriana sms me, we chatted and chatted, Li Ting sms me, we chatted and chatted, Soh Hwee sms me, we chatted and chatted, Jia Yi smsed me.

Busy day. I still couldn't get the hang of jazz. Gee. And I drank lots of liquid. Ice Latte, Milo Peng, Ju Hua Tea, Ice-blended pure chocolate.

There's so much I wanna blog about. More about the sad things. But somehow, I'm not in the mood now. Tata all... Going to chat with my junior. (: